Not For You (S. Bean)

You once told me that fear was not an option.
You made me jump from that ledge long ago
And I never had a chance to make amends
I never got to say good-bye.
You doubted me when I needed you
You held me when you thought you should
And I hate to be the one that tells you,
But life just doesn't work that way.

I would wish for your death
If it would make any difference
But death would be the easy way
And it just doesn't seem fitting, not for you.

I had a pure heart, with pure intentions,
And all I wanted was to be loved
But you threw me to the wayside
And kissed away my life, day by day.
Sometimes I feel so terrible,
Because I never got the chance to strangle you.
And sometimes I feel shorted,
Because I never got the chance to forgive you.

Your love meant the world to me
And I cherished it with all I had
But now, your love is tainted and useless
Now, I throw it down to the wayside.

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