Listless (S. Bean)

Give me something else
Other than what you think I need
I've given so much in vain
I cannot begin to breathe
Without knowing you will leave
My heart the way you found it.

Sometimes when I begin to give up
It seems like I cannot let it go
I cannot break free of this shit
That I have brought on myself.

Let me go.
Let my hands and feet be untied.
Let my spirit breathe again
And leave me listless.

Give me some knowledge
So that I can move forward
Or tell me what I need to hear
I try to see something other than this.
But I end up clinching my eyes.

And if I reach for something more
It will be thrown away.
I cannot break free of this shit
That I have brought on myself.

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